The Stillroom

My last round of chemo was canceled because of my platelet numbers plus it is taking its toll on me physically. This is such a life altering experience. From running a shop for 20 years to sleeping the afternoons away. A scan is in a couple of weeks. I am going to see about some mental help from docs that deal with folks in my situation. It’s depressing, tiring,sad and frustrating so I have recognized that I need help with this. The beautiful paper flowers are from my sweet mom in law. They look so pretty in the white vase in my bookcase full of vintage white pieces. They are so lovely to look at and kind of dramatic!