Today I decided it would be good to get this crazy hair cut. Anticipating chemo and radiation (if I live long enough to have it) I figured less hair maintenance would be best. I didn’t realize how gray it got until I took these pics! Lol I would be lying, dear reader, if I said I’m not frightened for my future. I know this is natural. I’m preparing for the worst and hoping for the best, although I don’t know what best could possibly be. Maybe Heaven? I haven’t lived a perfect life but I can say I have always above everything, always tried to be helpful and kind to people. It goes a long way. I did message my doctor a bit ago to see if she can give me something to help me sleep. I am sleep deprived. I also asked her to tell me if I read my chart correctly in that this has cancer has spread. I always hated my face. It is a very rare moment that I put this face on any social media. But, today, I made an exception. I’m a few months away from 68 although I feel so much younger. Lol Don’t we all? That’s the diary for the beginning of this All Souls Day!
The Stillroom 
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