These are two of my favorite pictures. The stormy sea is from my moms house. It was always in the computer room. The swirling snow woman is actually a Christmas card I sent out many years ago. I liked is so much I kept one for framing.
My early morning desperation has diminished a little. I’m doing laundry, sweeping out the garage entrance to the house. The vestibule has a lot of foot traffic and I tend to ignore it. Yesterday I went to Big Lots and bought a sort of horse hair mat for the garage side of the door and a new softer, wipeable one for inside the door. Swept and wet mopped. I cleaned the cats automatic water dispenser. New filter and fresh water.
I’m packing a few things up for restock so I’ll be out in the sun and crisp air soon.
I misplaced a bag of things to replenish at the shop. Crap. I’ve looked everywhere. I even went back to the shop to see if I left it there yesterday!
I am grateful that I feel so good which is why this is all so hard to understand. Next on the agenda will be the needle biopsy.
On this note, I guess my Woodland Warden oracle card helped in that moment🐺🦌🐿🦅
The Stillroom 
Love you Vic. Been following your journey and not commented cuz my heart 💔 for you, Mike, Ant, my Michael, dad… hell, anyone who knows and loves you. Stay UP girl cuz we don’t know how this all turns out and know that we are ALL in this with you. It ain’t over til the fat lady sings and my voice sucks anyway. I need to see you soon so I can hug the crap out of you. Love ❤️💕 you seester 😘