The Stillroom

I took this picture when I was recycling at Harrison Hills Park last year. A couple of young people were taking pictures. I asked if I could take a pic and they obliged. I hope I come back as a ghost but not one that scares people. The closer my biopsy gets, the more nerve wracking it gets. I’m keeping busy as usual. I recovered a couple of side chairs in the kitchen. I feel like when I get my final diagnosis, I will pass out. That is when the true reality of my situation will kick in and I imagine many decisions will have to be made. It’s like Im living in someone else’s body. I just need for everyone around me to be ok and for myself to be drugged to the max when I transition. Like Steve Jobs last words. “Oh wow, oh wow.” I think of people who I loved and lost this year. Mostly famous people like Norm MacDonald, Chadwick Bosman, Leslie Allen Jordan, my mom of course, Gilbert Godfried, Louie Anderson and Gallagher. Mostly comedians as you can see. So I too, will be joining that unlucky club.