The Stillroom

What beautiful words!

I am waiting on my clearing.

I slept a little bit. I chose to not take Ativan when I awoke at one- ish. I listened to three podcasts and around four tuned into one called ‘Get Sleepy’. It was a very relaxing story about Autumn and falling leaves and chai lattes and snug blankets and good books and baking pumpkin cookies and cabins in the woods. I didn’t get sleepy but it was a nice visit to a less troubled time. I don’t know what today will bring as it isn’t even six yet. I was thinking about what’s next for the shop and who is the next friend I can turn catnip pillow production to. It will be Denise because she sews and loves kitties. I’ll text her today. My dad is in failing health and is not long for this world so I have to get to see him today. There is a lot raining down on my family these days. We had a very good run through the years but all good things must come to an end. Eh? I am hopeful for something. I just don’t know what. All I need is a clearing and for better angels to be around for Mike and Anthony. I think my cat will be ok. I worry about stupid stuff like will Mike know how to stock a pantry with things like coffee filters and keep ahead of cat litter and paper towels and will he still order fromWho Gives a Crap bamboo paper goods company? My one foot is feeling better but the other is awful. I’m getting some physical therapy instructions today so I hope it will help. All I can say is I really got hit with a curve ball.