The Stillroom

other than my episode at the end of my treatment yesterday, I am feeling a hundred percent better than the first round. I’m up and out of bed, doing laundry, straightening (Redding up) the house a bit. Fending off the cat away from my pump that’s attached to me, thawing some cod for lunch. Just wow. So, it looks like I am trying to learn to love my face. How can I lose almost 30 pounds and still have these cheeks? Well, those are from my beloved grandma Ameel. Everything is shrinking but this face, although it has a little. I decided since the trend is showing our old faces, I thought I’d try and embrace the face. Never the neck though. Never the neck. It’s just sad and saggy. No one needs to see that. I decided to show my wig today, which I will most likely not wear but maybe when the temps get bitter and I have to go out, I’ll consider it. In the meantime, it’s head wraps and knitted caps. I am happy today❤️Make no mistake though, I am in mourning over officer Justin. Always in my thoughts as I see the blue lights throughout the towns and how people do come together in spite of all of the bullshit that goes on in our world that can be so divisive.