The Stillroom

April Come She Will https://g.co/kgs/CTJynA

Back story about this song.

When I was in 9th grade, we had to make up a creative dance to a song. I chose this because I thought it was a beautiful song musically and lyrically. It is Simon and Garfunkel.

To my delight, it was also only a little over a minute if my memory serves me well.

I saw this come up on my Instagram feed and the memories came flooding back.

It hold such a different meaning for me now. With each flip of the page, I count down my days.

Although I feel mostly well physically, the mental cloud that will hang over me for the rest of my days at times becomes very heavy. In those sad moments, I cry alone. I keep it brief then I move on.

The chemotherapy room is full of people like me. Today, I joined Cancer Bridges online which is a support group that meets via zoom several times a month. It took me a long time to do it. Guess I just had to be really ready to listen, learn and share.

Come, she will.